Darkness

In honor of Noah, Allison

They're saying that it's OK, But I don't think so…

They're saying that it's alright, But I don't think so…

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Y'know, I have connections, And I don't wanna let them go

But it seems hopeless… Worthless… Am I destined to be alone?

All these smiles and laughs… Are they real? Or just fraud?

I'm silently screaming But no one's responding I just wanna end this here…

Like an avalanche Of snow and ice, a barrage

It hits me, battering, bruising I'm moving, but can't escape… Swept up in darkness, screaming

Someone realize, Someone recognize

Didn't we learn this just a week ago? Can't you see, I'm drowning here? Drowning in my sorrow?

Maybe if I put on my mask A smile will push away this veil of black?

But it only grows worse by the day I should just give up… But is it worth what's at stake?